That’s the only feeling I have right now.
I am quiet the whole duration of waiting
for the man who bought me.
Though I know that my Uncle is blinded by
the money, I still begged him, hoping that
he’ll realize that I am his niece. But no, he
just looked at me like a thing that brought
gold into his palm.
I bite my lower lip. Here comes my tears
again, started flowing nonstop. I know
that my life would be more miserable in
the arms of Mister 89.
You thought beauty is a gift? I am now
telling you, it is not. It is only a gift for
those in luck. This beauty of mine only
brought misery to my life. I wanted to scar
my face and my body, to make it more
undesirable. But I can’t. I have no courage
to do it. I am scared and timid.
I looked down, trying to hide my face with
my hair, when the driver and a man hop in
a limo I am right now. The man sit next to
me. I heard the closing window that
connects us with the driver. Now, we are
like in a small room.
I jumped on my sit in fright when I felt his
hand touched my arm. I restrained myself
from crying, afraid to anger the man.
“Don’t move. I will unlock your cuffs.” He
pulled my arm.
It is familiar.
His voice is familiar. I took a glance at the
man. He wears tuxedo, his hair was
brushed up, his face is neat. He have set of
deep eyes, pointed nose, and thin lips. It
was the man whom I had bumped a while
ago. The man who said that he like me and
wanted to take my service.
“Y-you,” I faintly whispered.
He looked at me, stare rather. He had heard
me. “Yes,” he said.
“Why did you buy me?” I asked confusedly.
I gulped when I saw fire in his eyes.
“You made me aroused. You made me
want you so badly,” he answered. He
grabbed my arms that made me lift from
the seat. He wrapped his arm around my
waist and pulled my body into him. He
kissed me, torridly, like a hungry man
starving on a meat.
It is new to me. I am completely stunned
above him, don’t know what to do. It’s
strange, I wanted to kiss him back but I
don’t know how. I felt my body heated up
and got more sensitive. What is really
happening to me?
I gasped when his hand run down from my
hair to my back, slowly feeling it. He is still
holding both of my arm using his one
hand. I moaned as he bite my lower lip and
licked my tongue. Next, his tongue brushed
down to my neck and up to my ear, he
licked my earlobe. Everything he’s doing
brought tingling sensation towards my
body, shivers through my spine, and made
my *ss throb. I should be disgusted
because his saliva is in my skin but no, I am
only feeling the sensuality he’s giving. Am I
He moaned as he caressed my b*tt. “I really
want to take you now,” he whispered. His
free hand pushed my head and deepened
the kiss. I am not a fast learner but I easily
learned to fight his torrid kiss.
We are in the middle of our making out
when his phone rang. He cursed between
kissing me and let go of me. He slowly
pushed me up to sit while he’s still
catching my lips.
“What is it?” he yelled when he answered
the call. He looks like constipated, his face
I fixed myself. I lifted up the strap of my
dress back to my shoulder. I can still feel
his lips on my neck.
My heart is pounding hard and loud, I am
also breathing heavily like I have been in a
marathon. What just happened to me? Did
I really enjoyed his actions? It is not good.
Ain’t really good.
“What the f–k! Why didn’t you tell that to
me earlier?” He look angry and panicked.
“Okay, just wait. I’m on my way.”
After he ended up the phone call he looked
at me. There’s no more fire in his eyes. He
sighed and sit straight. I think he won’t
continue the making out happened.
I got relaxed and breathe softly. He
removed his coat and gave it to me. “Cover
your body. You’re making me out of
I gulped again as I reach the coat. I
immediately wore it and covered my body.
It’s too big for me, I think it became a
dress for me.
Silence filled the car. There’s no
conversation happened during the trip. I
saw from the window that the car entered
the parking lot of a condominium. As the
car stopped, I readied myself to get out.
“Wait,” he stopped me.
I turned my head to see him, questioningly.
“Don’t you ever run away from me after I
unlock your chains on your feet. I am
warning you,” he said solemnly.
I just nod. He got out and opened the door
beside me. He sit to reach my feet. I hold
my breath as he unlocks my chains. Slowly,
I got out. He held my hand and pulled me.
While walking, I am staring at our clasped
hand. I haven’t notice where we have gone
and which way we have taken.
When we entered the elevator, I looked up
to him. Staring at him intently. He’s too tall
for me. I haven’t even reached his shoulder
level. I am too small for him. He look so
prim, intelligent, and respectable on his
“Don’t stare at me like that. It’s giving me
another meaning,” he said, not looking at
“What meaning?” I asked out of curiosity.
“By the way you stare at me, you’re
inviting me to take you here.”
I turned my gaze away from him. Is that
his impression? He’s weird.
He pulled me when the elevator get open.
We walked on the long pathway where
several door were seen by me. It is a
grandiose condominium. He’s super rich to
afford to live here and bought me. We
stopped in front of a room.
“Close you eyes. Turn back. And don’t look
unless I said so,” he commanded. I did
what he said. He don’t want me to know
the password of his room. “Come in.”
He pulled me again. He closed the door
when we got in.
“You’ll live here with me. For now, you’ll
sleep here alone. I am leaving for awhile
but I’ll return here tomorrow. If you’re
hungry, just go to the kitchen right there,”
he pointed out the direction of the kitchen.
He pulled me again and we came up the
stairs. He opened one of the room. “This is
your room. You can now sleep here, if you
want to take a bath, the bathroom is right
there. All you need here is complete.
Nighties and undies are there in the
cabinet. I am leaving.”
My mind worked up when I heard the door
closed. He really leaved me here? I ran
towards the door and tried to open it but it
asks for a password. Nice! I am a prisoner
here in a grandiose condominium.
Tiredness hit my body. I decided to take a
bath first before sleeping. I saw a pair of
nighties that’s big for me and a panty. I am
thankful that the undies fit in me. I throw
myself on the soft bed. While lying, I
remembered what happened during the
trip. I wonder if Mister 89 is here, what
would happen tonight?
I shook my head so hard to erase what I
am thinking. I turned aside and made a
fetus like position. I don’t think I can sleep
here, in an unknown place.
I sighed. I hope that everything will be
I miss my family, my home. Tears began to
flow again. Homesick and loneliness is
I don’t know if how long I’ve been crying
until I fell asleep.
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